Re: Is there such a thing as a … Socially Phobic Unicyclist?
(I suppose a general reply is the most efficient way to go, so --) Whoa, that’s
a few more replies than I thought there’d be… and amazingly enough, I can
relate, somehow, to all of them.
I guess my own definition of my social phobia, is this: I’m not shy … I just
PANIC in awkward social situations. Anytime I say something stupid (1/4 the time
I speak,) make a stupid decision that makes me look totally idiotic in front of
even a few people, or if I get put on the spot, I get freaked. (this brings on
sweat, rapid heart rate, and a trapped feeling … Aaagghhh! Everyones staring
at me!!!) I get embarrassed about little stuff, like my hair being messed up.
(And I’m not a frilly-chick, either – I’m a Jeep-chick)
Unicycling IS really good for my self-worth. When I ride, I KNOW that some
people are envious. I get all kinds of looks from people - from the AWE and
Wonder look, to the blind act of those people that PRETEND that they never saw
you because THEY don’t want to be caught looking! The comments I get are either
really, really stupid or just awesome, and I’m not bothered by either. As I
mentioned before, I prefer riding at night, but that is changing. Overall, I
feel less phobic riding . especially when I think about how a good crash at
break-neck speed is honorable (to some of us, anyway.)
When one of my kids find a good “gravity surge” and crashes, if I know they
aren’t hurt too bad, I say “Oh, yeah! THAT was awesome!” and they usually get up
and shake it off with a smile!
Uh … I don’t know what else to say. (The crowd cheers!)
Anyway, thanks for the replies!
Have a great ride! Amy Offenburger amyoftenbirder@home.com Des Moines, Iowa