Police corruption…
This topic really hits home for me. Over 20 years ago I was going to college in Tampa, Florida, and ran into a corrupt sheriff’s officer at the wrong place and the wrong time. It’s a long story, so I’ll just try and make it more concise. When I finally ended up making it to college again 15 years later, I wrote my thesis for the Honors program about the whole event.
There was no video taken of the incident, and in the end I sustained a broken wrist, two knocked-out front teeth, and internal bleeding. The officer easily protected himself by alleging that I committed battery on him. It was his word against mine, and as an 18 year old with no source of big money for attorney’s fees, I was facing a possible five years in prison.
Because of that event, I withdrew from college and quit both of my jobs, moved back to Fort Myers, FL and tried to find an attorney that would take my case pro bono. Easier said than done. I ended up back in Tampa a month later, still trying to find legal representation, and due to my paranoia from the recent beating I had suffered, I took off in my car when a sheriff’s officer tried to pull me over for a routine stop (my car was the only one leaving the parking lot of a call he was responding to). If I would of just pulled over, nothing further would have happened, but hindsight is 20/20, and I was paranoid, so I took off. The chase ended after I went through six roadblocks and totalled two sheriff’s cars. It was like the “Blues Brothers” chase scene, and now I was really facing some charges.
So as it turned out, I was sentenced to 5 years in prison (as an adult) followed by 15 years of probation. I made the best out of a bad situation, and became a: certified tutor, certified welder, Al-Anon board member, Jaycee’s board member, and Toys for Tots coordinator, all while in prison. I wish it never would have happened, but it did make me a stronger person.
I just hope the officer that instigated all of this didn’t go on to potentially ruin anyone elses life.
To sum up the event, I wrote a short poem called Strive. It was written when I was 18, locked-up in a twelve-man cell with twenty-four people in it. I wrote it on toilet paper with a pencil that I sharpened with my thumbnail.
Strive
I’m trapped in a cell where I inevitably face,
ten years in prison for a crazy car chase.
I could never have imagined such an incredible waste,
nor pictured myself taking a taste.
The people trapped here are full of emotion,
but it’s mainly the type that brings only revulsion.
There’s fear and there’s anger, jealousy, and hate,
talk of lost love, broken families, all blamed on fate.
It’s sad that so many consider their plight,
as just one more reason to stray from the light.
They rape and they steal, they kill and they fight,
they don’t seem to realize what they do isn’t right.
For now I sit here, listen and wait,
until my name is called and I am led to the gate.
Hopefully for me, it is still not too late,
to strive and work hard, and become something great.